kind of speaking about and a few of the issues …Better Help University…that we have actually been discussing therefore it did not end up being um it didn’t end up being what i wanted it to be she appeared to be truly sidetracked it was in my mind it resembled she was playing solitaire or something on her computer like she never for like she would look at me every once in a while but probably 97 of the time she was looking in another direction which didn’t truly make me feel like i was hurt or being listened to and so she you understand was also like on her phone and just i don’t know it simply was truly unusual now better hope they they just use licensed therapists therefore i had actually looked this uh looked her up because i simply wished to ensure whatever was legitimate and it was um but the um you understand how they state you know like bedside good manners like with physicians i didn’t um i don’t truly know what it would be phone side mentor video side manner i don’t understand therapy side way heard way didn’t work for me um and so like i stated i i didn’t really feel as if i the one thing that i wanted to do most like i stated was a video choice i didn’t really feel as if that was the greatest suit of my therapist now we did have actually you understand in-depth discussion but um there were there were long times when i would state certain things and
she would react with something that resembled very random or sometimes she was you know respond to what i stated or like i do not understand it just didn’t appear like she was extremely present um so i got a brand-new therapist through the better health platform therefore when you are registering for a therapist you have to complete like this survey and they designate you to somebody therefore i submitted the survey once again um and it you have to go into you know well i went into depth on my scenario and so that didn’t actually feel good to need to go through that process all over again um but i was like whatever so that brand-new therapist got appointed to me and then she sent me a message that said you in fact need to be looking for someone who specializes in this i would motivate you to alter your supplier so then i needed to refill out the um questionnaire again go through that entire injury of filling it out once again and after that i was appointed to another therapist so i uh my therapist and i were using the messaging function she wasn’t as responsive as my very first therapist but she still was responsive sufficient therefore then i signed up for a video for Better Help University
so it cost me 272 dollars and that was with the financial assistance um and the the one thing that i truly really taken pleasure in about um better aid was the fact that i could talk to my therapist at any point therefore that’s what i began doing i was i was speaking with my therapist non-stop through text so we were texting backward and forward talking with her non-stop um any any and whatever that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i chose that i wanted to do a video a video with her so i wished to do a um a live the live video alternative therefore when i did that um the rapport and the chemistry and all of the things that i felt like we constructed just wasn’t there and i didn’t.