sort of talking about and some of the concerns …Medium Better Help…that we have actually been going over therefore it did not end up being um it didn’t end up being what i desired it to be she seemed to be really distracted it was in my mind it resembled she was playing solitaire or something on her computer like she never ever for like she would take a look at me every now and then but probably 97 of the time she was looking in another direction and that didn’t really make me seem like i was hurt or being listened to and so she you know was also like on her phone and just i do not understand it simply was really unusual now better hope they they just utilize certified therapists therefore i had actually looked this uh looked her up since i just wished to ensure everything was legit and it was um but the um you know how they state you know like bedside manners like with medical professionals i didn’t um i do not actually know what it would be phone side mentor video side way i don’t know treatment side manner heard manner didn’t work for me um and so like i stated i i didn’t actually feel as if i the one thing that i wished to do most like i said was a video choice i didn’t actually feel as if that was the greatest match of my therapist now we did have truly you know extensive conversation but um there existed were some times when i would say specific things and
she would react with something that was like incredibly random or in some cases she was you understand respond to what i stated or like i do not know it simply didn’t look like she was very present um so i got a new therapist through the better health platform and so when you are signing up for a therapist you have to submit like this questionnaire and they assign you to someone and so i submitted the survey once again um and it you need to go into you know well i entered into depth on my circumstance and so that didn’t really feel excellent to have to go through that procedure all over again um but i resembled whatever so that new therapist got assigned to me and after that she sent me a message that stated you actually need to be looking for someone who concentrates on this i would motivate you to change your supplier so then i needed to fill up out the um questionnaire once again go through that entire trauma of filling it out once again and then i was designated to another therapist so i uh my therapist and i were utilizing the messaging function she wasn’t as responsive as my first therapist however she still was responsive sufficient and so then i registered for a video for Medium Better Help
so it cost me 272 dollars which was with the financial assistance um and the the one thing that i really really enjoyed about um much better aid was the reality that i could speak with my therapist at any point therefore that’s what i began doing i was i was speaking to my therapist non-stop through text message so we were texting back and forth talking to her non-stop um any any and everything that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i chose that i wanted to do a video a video with her so i wanted to do a um a live the live video choice and so when i did that um the connection and the chemistry and all of the important things that i seemed like we built just wasn’t there and i didn’t.